to the end of year show, my piece of work going on public display but not my head popping, no, that happened last week….

I haven’t started the final piece yet, I’ve done lots of research, developmental ideas, making beads, sketching, screen prints, stitching, writing, taking photos, visiting mining sites- filled 3 sketchbooks and the walls of my space.

Yes, working hard, almost 7 days a week, to the point where if I’m not doing any work, I feel a bit lost. So when someone says they ‘don’t quite get it’ I felt something go pop in my head. More was said than just that but I felt like my work was poor, not good enough. Then panic, how could I put it on show! Why was my work rubbish?! Also I have an essay to complete and I was doubting my ability to write. Yes I do this blog but its not academic or in any way a good use of grammar etc as i know im really poor at that so I have been stressed anyway and then even more so after this thing with my work.

I went home, declared i was NOT going back, sobbed cried lots. Did a bit of work, cried some more, then ate icecream in the sun before doing the school run. I came home to a answer machine message from a worried tutor who said my work IS strong and perhaps I’m just being pushed because I’m just playing it safe. This made me feel better but i only have 3 weeks to make the damn work and a week of that is half term when i cant get in the print studio and after all this time I’m still wondering what exactly i will come up with! HELP! 

Anyway I’ve done this essay, need to make a few adjustments, nothing major. I have the print room booked all day tomorrow. Fingers crossed for some good feedback as i cant take the stress and anxiety any more, its making me ill. Celebratory drinks Friday night for my friends who have finished Uni so that’s something to look forward to :)

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We’re going on a gin hunt We’re going to find a big bottle What a beautiful day! We’re not scared.

Uh-uh! Empty purse! No money here. We can’t just steal it. We can’t just borrow it.

Oh no! We’ll have to use the debit card!

Overdraft, overdraft, overdraft!

We’re going on a gin hunt… etc

Uh-uh! A busy supermarket! Too many people.

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i need to go on a gin hunt

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I really liked this post from http://www.eteignezvotreordinateur.com/de-lart-de-faire-parler-la-pierre/ but, unfortunately it is written in French so I can’t read all of it. From what I understand, the work is produced by a Japanese artist named Hirotoshi Itoh. He uses the stones from the river near his house to make comical sculptures. Pretty neat!

http://www.jiyuseki.com/

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Bizarre and amazing art

Last week i stumbled across a magazine in the supermarket near me and yesterday i decided to buy it. Mollie Makes magazine is so inspirational and has given me loads of ideas and inspiration. Im thinking of subscribing. This issue also came with a supplement about weddings which again has totally opened up my mind, i love it! There are also tutorials in the mag so you can make what they feature, i cant wait for next months issue!

Cloth Paper Scissors is another magazine i have stumbled across today. There was a stack of them at college so i grabbed a few to flick through during lunch and i have to admit….i brought them home! OK they’re borrowed, not stolen. They have some great ideas in there i want to try and im going to become a member of their website as im a bit of a mixed media junkie at the moment.

Which magazine do you buy and inspire you?

 

(this is not a sponsored post, opinions are my own)